cycle day 1

Well as you can guess by the title the last IUI failed. It was the first time I have had a failed IUI and it was heartbreaking. I don't know why I thought that maybe this one would work like the one in february. For those who don't know we had IUI in february after three years of treatment at RE and surgery. Well we overcame PCOS, and factor V leiden and thought we had made it when we learned I had an incompetent cervix. Unfortunately we learned this after our little girl was born at 18 weeks-and was too little to survive on her own.
Well I called the RE office and have to go in on friday to start the ultrasound and bloodwork regimen. I am trying to have a positive outlook for this cycle and hoping for the best. sometimes I tend to think negative about everything, i guess life experience has turned me that way.