Yesterday I was very sore from the D & C, but it was bearable with the medication they gave me. However when I take narcotic pain medicine it changes my moods and I tend to be very irritable so I am trying to stop those and use only ibuprofen. I wonder how many angry people are liek that because they have no choice but to take narcotic pain medications due to a medical issue . Can't imagine how thsoe who are addicted to them hace changed and if they do everyone the same way or just certain people.
 The bleeding has pretty much stopped , and I started an antibiotic yesterday as well. She said that since the miscarriage issues had gone on for such a long time then she thought it would be a good idea to take an antibiotic. She called in doxycycline, I am glad she did so that it will be one less complication issue to worry about. SHe told Paul that we could discuss birth control at my next appointment ????? When he said I couldn't take it because  of the clotting issue she said there are some non estogen options that are safe for me as well. I haven't had to think about birth control since I was a teenager and this is very odd for me. I am not sure that I even need because I wonder if this was a one time thing and will never happen again , And what if it does .....Now I am again on that monthly cycle roller coaster . and not even going through fertility treatments, I guess since I have had Aiden and knew we couldn't afford more treatments that Iwasn't even paying much attention to my cycle. I mean of course I noticed it was becoming more regulat after the  weight loss , and I knew the ovulation signals, but I had no real hope that I could conceive on my own becauss of the PCOS and the endometriosis issues. NOW I will wonder each month am or what ???? Mother nature sure can be mean sometimes

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D & C

I had the D& C procedure done today, so hopefully we will be able to start the healing process of this miscarrige ordeal. I am ok emotionally,I think I am numb at this point, maybe because I didn't put so much effort into getting pregnant or didn't have to go through the IUI process. ANd that I only knew about the pregnancy for 4 days. I don't knwo amybe that is an excuse that my sybconscious is using to prevent the pain from being overwhelming ! 
 The bleeding is more than what I expected but I am sure that it won't last for much longer and I can hopefully be on the way to healing .