FORGOTTEN

I woke up today and realized that I forgot my baby girls birthday Friday--Hubby took me and Aiden to the beach for the weekend and I was busy getting things ready to go and trying to not forget anything, and then the traveling . My husband didn't even remember -- I have always sent her balloons on her day !!! What kind of mother forgets the day her child came from her womb into the world ??? I feel like the worst person in the entire world and I just wanna lay in my room and cry. How could I forget that day it was the most painful day of my life as well as the week following that with picking up her ashes and just dealing with her NOT being in my body where she would've been safe .....